Embracing the moment

She lives each day in the moment. 

In pure joy and innocence as she moves through each experience. She is a symbol of strength and hope. She is pure love and creativity. 

I've learned from experiencing my child, that I too need to slow down and savor every minute. I was blessed with an angel child. I honor and am grateful that. She is my blessing from the Gods. 

She seized today. 

The educational team at school handled it. And you know what, we are both ok. It's ok to allow others to care for her to. She had one full week without a grand mal. She's been so alert, aware and age appropriate!!! It's been glorious. 

This time, she bounced back faster. We are weaning one Med at a time; in hopes of more cognitive brightening.

I live for each moment spent with her. My separation from her father is a healthy boundary that someday she will learn from. My life choices will hopefully inspire her to be authentically herself and to make good choices in who she chooses to surround herself with.

"All my prior romantic relationships; each of them happened for a reason. They were each a part of my process. 

I learned to love myself and to set healthy boundaries one day at a time. 

That was not modeled for me as a young child. 

Please don't judge 'my process'. I'm certainly not judging you by yours."

My alone time on the weekends gives me the chance to recharge so I can be fully present and in the moment for my crystal child. 

It's ok to take care of myself! It's ok for me to even have fun. It's ok for me to fall in love and focus on other relationships. It's ok to ask for help. 

This child is surrounded IN LOVE!!!